Remembering Mitch Hedberg 10 Years Later

on Thursday, 23 April 2015. Posted in Breaking News

On March 30, 2005, comedian Mitch Hedberg died from a drug overdose while on tour in New Jersey. He was 37, and his tragic death cut short the promising career of one of comedy's brightest stars. Known for offbeat humor and pithy one-liners noted for their unique cleverness and instant quotability, such as "I order the club sandwich, all the time, and I'm not even a member."

He was a rule breaker with a distinct personality, inspiring people simply by being himself. Many comedians and comedy fans continue to view him as a master and a role model. Some of this deep respect and mourning was on display in an article that appeared in Vice, where several comedians were asked about his influence on them. According to them, he was remembered both for his cleverness and a gentle, friendly personality with others in the comedy community.

Struggles with drug abuse

Mitch frequently talked about his drug use in his routines, with nonchalance and openness exemplified in lines like, "I used to do drugs. I still do, but I used to, too." His casual and humorous attitude to his drug use may have been a mask for some painful experiences with addiction. He took a break from performing in May 2003, after being arrested for heroin possession.

Like many so-called "high functioning" addicts, he may have turned to drug use as a way to deal with the stresses of life. Comedy manager Maureen Taran, who knew Hedberg said that he experienced a lot of stress loneliness while on tour, and as he struggled to get his unique style of mumbled one-liners to gain mainstream acceptance in the entertainment industry.

Speaking on Guy McPherson's What's So Funny podcast, his wife Lynn Shawcroft she pointed out that his success became a "double edged sword," giving them money to indulge in high levels of drug use. She reflected that attempted interventions with Mitch failed, because "he was very compelling in the sense that he's like 'I'm doing better than anyone.'"

One of the many reasons for his success was an attitude of "We've got to keep rolling, we've got to keep moving," refusing to take a break in spite of setbacks or badly received performances, but instead to keep working. Shawcroft reflects that this same attitude made it harder for him to recognize potentially dangerous and addictive patterns. He could simply rely on the drugs as a coping device, and then felt like everything was going fine.

However functional this pattern may have seemed on the surface, in the end it took his life, leaving the world worse off without such a brilliant and funny mind.

Lessons learned

Too often, addiction is so fiercely stigmatized, that someone being called an "addict" seems to invalidate the good things of which a person is capable. This in turn makes it hard for high-functioning, famous, or productive people to admit they have a problem with substance abuse.

Success and drug abuse are often seen as incompatible, but the truth is, they often co-exist in the same person. Stigmatizing to the point of shame does little to encourage recovery, but only gives more reasons for people to hide their problems, and struggle with denial. Honesty and self-awareness is an important first step in helping someone seek recovery.

If you are feeling trapped in drug addiction, caught in a cycle of using it "to get by," but unaware of how strong a hold it has on you, know that there is no shame in asking for help, but that the decision to seek help could be life saving.

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